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My little Journal.  got boed.. searced internet.. found interesting quiz.. still grounded... still depressed...  What Forest Creature Are You? grounded until JANUARY. sorry dylan, no calls in or out, no going anywhere, no one coming over, and no internet. my dad found my cell phone >> << i dunno how i'm gonna survive until january without hearing adams soothing voice T_T IMMA COMMIT SUICIDE BY THEN! T_T *is on at 5:40 before school while everyone is asleep* good luck to you all for your hopes and dreams.... until january, i have none. Current mood:  crushed.
oh joy.... i have CFS... Cronic Fatigue Syndrome. ------------------------- Cronic Fatigue Syndrojme (CFS) is a condition in which a person expereinces long-term feelings of abnormally bodily exhaustion. The illness is accompanied by other symptoms similar to those of mononucleosis -- weakness, fever, headache, and sore throat. People with CFS may be unable to work or participate in their usual socil activities. CFS can be difficult to identify because there is no clear-cut labratory test for diagnosis. Altough medical experts disagree as to wether there is a link between CFS and stree, persons who have CFS are usually treated for their mental and physical conditions. ------------------------- my other problem is that i have cliical depression >.< ------------------------- -Clinical Depression is a disorder in which there are ongoin deep feleings of helplessness, worthessness, and hopelessness. People with clinical depression lose interest in their usual activities. They feel guilty about small matters and have a low opinion of themselves. Clinically depressed people often do not eat enough, or they eat too much. They often have trouble sleeping, or sleep too much. They may have difficulty concentrarting and thus perform poorly at school or work. -A person who has a parent or sibling with clinical depression is more likely to develope clinical depression than a person whos relitives have not had this emotional problem. Wether the cause for this relationship is hereditary or enviromental is unclear. However, personal efforts and enviromental changes can help overcome any possible hereditary factor. -People suffering severe cliical depression often have thoughts of suicide. In such cases, these people have given up hope of ever feeling better. The risk of suicide increases when a clinically depressed person abuses alcohol or other drugs that depress the nervous system. Fortuanlty, most periods of severe depression only last for no longer than three months. The majority of people who suffer from clinical depression eventually recover, either on their own or with professional help. About ten percent of people diagnosed with clinical depression do not recover. ------------------------- this is symptoms of adolesent clinical depression: --down or irritable mood most of the day, nearly everyday. --noticable changes in appetite and weight --difficultly sleeping at night or sleeping during the day --daily fatigue --long term feelings of guilt or worthlessness --concentration problems --persistant thoughts of death or suicide so.. thoise who have been wondering why im always in pain, there ya go. and.. i act happier than i am, so.... >. Current mood:  exhausted.
*pokes you all* i started school on monday >.< and all this week i got only 27 hours of sleep. so.... im very childish. Being childish is the kid in me, that im too tired to control, so comes out when she has the chance. And... i am.... fucking... tired.... e.e well... my roommate vicky isnt moving out for another month.... >.< and i bet my mum feels old.... she has one kid now starting high school (me), one starting middle school (my bro), and another starting pre-school (my lil sis). But my mums only 30. She had me when she was 16 >> << *secret* oh well. imma go now. im hungry, im tired, im bored........ *hugs mike* hopefully everything goes very well with you and your now college goals, and going to florida ;) *kisses cheek* Current mood:  tired.
 Which [Rainbow Colours] are you?  You are a fencer. You fight honerably, you try not to kill your oponents, but only disarm them, to force them to surrender. Once in a duel, you will go all out, and kill your oponent. You use a rapier. What type of Swordsman are you? brought to you by Quizilla  You are a rapier! You"re fast and very sharp. your only weakness is that in certain situations you can be thin and easily breakable. What kind of sword are you? brought to you by Quizilla  Which [5 Elements] are you?  Which [Seven Dwarfs] are you?  Do you need a boy/girl friend now?  Is the glass half full or half empty? those fit me so oh well XD yeah.. bored... hey dyl, adam going to his mums this weekend. he'll be on a lot. MIKE EMAIL ME SNCE I CANT GET ON MSN IM!! T_T Current mood:  blank.
sick as fucking shit.... and these pills arent helping. birth control, my acne medication, and tylnol definalty dont mix... >.< im not sure, but i MIGHT try to get to the doctor soon... get my blood tested... and ill gonna do... is laugh if i have something serious. no joke. i feel that fucking awful T_T April is leaivng today.. im hoping o get one last chance to talk to her. and just in cas ei dont... *hugs april very tightly* Current mood:  sick.
thanks guys ^_^ im so bored... >.< mum wants me to mow the lawn but i dont want to. i did half of the back on thursday and told her id finish it later... and now its sunday afternoon o.o so imma go do it when i get off the computer and burn my CD (Finger Eleven and Otep) then ill come in and burn another, what songs i couldnt fit on the first CD and put some Lamb of God, Slipknot, Disturbed, and Korn on the second CD wee............ yesh, sundays are boring hell for me T_T Current mood:  bored.
... april, dylan, dont fight in my fuckin journal -.- if ya'll wanna do that, do it in an email or summat shit, not here. im sick and dont want to deal with more shit than i have to, and if ya'll dont stop, i will regret ever getting a LJ, and i will stop posting in it. and i AM serious. well... anyways... I called adam last night and he was so sick T_T damn his allergies... he was coughing so hard he made me cry ;_; Current mood:  pissed off.
goodie goodie *feels like alittle kid* -.- adams coming home today, and so i get to call him tonight. Aprils going away for 6 months. wahhhhh T_T but i gave her my address and she's gonna mail me when she wants to. yay. Mike is also someone that is going to disappear off the internet, so all i'll have left is adam when hes ever on, and dylan T_T not many but at least they are good friends ^_^ then ill have joesph, chaos (dammit i never learned his name >.<), and ... thats it. yeah, most of my friend on the internet are guys. most of my friends irl are girls. i just accociate better with guys, but im shy around them irl o.o well, imma go now. get some ice cream, go to draw, and call adam early ^_^ Current mood:  excited.
Weee.... Totally bored. Adams gonna be at hs friend Scotts house for the next 5 days, until Sunday afternoon. So... I have no one to entertain me. He's gonna email me every day so, YAY ^_^ Until then, I'll call poor dylan (i havent called him since like, Friday or something), and I'm planning to go to my friends houses all week. First Hannah, tomorrow night if her mum lets me. I havent seen her since the end of school. Then she come over and spends the night thrursday night, then on Friday we go to My Brothers Place, a club in my town for teens. Then she spends the night again, adnt then goes home Saturday. Then I'll go to Olivias, havent seen here since the end of school either. Come home on Sunday and call my babe ^_^ Hopefully I'll be able to read his emails and keep in touch since he wont give me Scotts number -.- Current mood:  enthralled.
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